Have you ever read something that killed you...
Like a text message or someone’s status. Everything was going fine until you accidentally came across something you didn’t want to read. Or found out something you were better off not knowing. It’s almost as if it was posted just to purposely hurt you. But you constantly read it over and over again to torture yourself. It sucks how one little thing can ruin your whole day.
Everything just sucks.
I miss dance, I miss my confidence, I miss my friendships, I miss life without the liars, I miss life when I was happy, I miss so many things. So many things have been replaced with sadness and lies and self hate. It’s the kind of crushing sadness that just makes you cry, out of nowhere. The thoughts creep up on you and push the tears out of your eyes. The rest of the time, it’s just...
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